alive

For a minute I had felt like I was living my life on autopilot. Not in a good way though, I was unmotivated, unsure, and I honestly just felt like life was just a continuous cycle. I’ve always considered myself mentally strong (still do), but this was one of the first times in a while where I had felt I hit a roadblock. Ironically, these moments often come after breakups. Lol. But now I’ve learned, that life is genuinely what you make it. You can’t control nor can you precisely predict the outcome of everything, but what you can control is You. And honestly, in my faith, I believe that everything is everything. All these things, emotions, and situations all occur for some reason. And you may not understand it now, but as you progress, it becomes a little easier to process. I’m at a point now to where I have found that spark again. I’m back motivated. Passionate about my goals and taking the proper steps to achieve them, overly focused. What I had once thought was something that was fading away, is now shining more than ever really. I feel alive again.